Where did my insanity go?

I never thought my habit of over-thinking would become an actual problem.  Today, my mind has been in a constant spin and blur at the same time. All of the sudden, what is real and logical seems so far from reach, too far to run to. Is my mind taking over my ability to control my emotions and clear thoughts? Is it the coffee? Maybe it's the coffee. If not...what is it?
Or is it the burden of not longing to write..I miss that craving..
Come back to me, please.

Chicago Midway

I'm not really sure how any of this works. Like if I should give advice or journal as if I have no audience? Actually, back up, I am not even completely sure if I have an audience. I mean the page views have probably all come from webserving robots, but let's pray for the best, anywho just wanted to let you guys know, if there's anyone real out there reading, I'm alive, thanks for caring! :)